hey ,, im back after a long time disappear ..
busy for months due to assignments and others ...
well, recently ii completed one event, new event in my life
which is Bina Insan Guru
dude . when ii say NEW ,, it includes EVERYTHING !
it is compulsory for all of us , PISMP students
although ii faced difficulties , ii like it ...
through this event , ii know new things ...
hardly to forget bcoz it help to build new me ...
first NEW thing ...
throughout the activities that we have done ,,,
ii learnt TWO most important things in me , in my life ...
first , MENTAL ENDURANCE
second, CONTROL MY ANGER
that's the BIG TWO things that ii've learnt ...
i'm kinda disappointed with some of my group members ...
hardly to forget what they have done
i'm not trying to say im perfect in every angle ..
but i tried my best to look better and be better ...
unfortunately the "some members" seems different from my thought ...
they rather follow their own mind set than cooperate with the others ..
and i was like .... YOU SUX MAN ! OR , DAMN IT !
WHAT ON EARTH I HAVE TO BE IN THE SAME GROUP WITH THEM ??!
4 days 3 nights ... ii have to keep it in my mind and heart ..
very painful when you have to eat your own heart ...
one more thing that i DISLIKE the most is PEOPLE DIRECT ME TO DO THIS , DO THAT
hate it !!
ii know what ii should not do and should do ...
or am ii suppose to divide my body into few parts ??
hey ,, hello ?!
this world isn't about you only ,, bare in mind that you are the bos yet .. NOT YET ..
hopefully never be ....
ii can be evil and good at the same time .. depends on the way you treat me ...
caps lock on will never tell how much my anger is ...
no words can describe it ... including Suck , Fuck . Damn
coz it's more than that ....
overall ,, ii enjoyed myself during the camp ...
yah ,, try not to make myself crazy because of that matters ...
gonna upload pictures during the camp soon ...
got to go ..
exam is around the corner ...
wish me goodluck
(:
♫♥..mizz Aemo..♫♥