Happy ? Sad ?
♥ Sunday, February 2, 2014 @ 3:59 PM
hey . happy Chinese new year !
few days ago , i received a news saying that his result for entering UITM Shah Alam will be out soon.
i dont know why im the one who get nervous.
i helped him to check the result .
deep inside my heart, i know that he will get it .
although the other part of me say no . just because i dont want to be apart from him .
when i checked the result, and yahh , he got it .
he will further his study to UITM Shah Alam soon .
study Bachelor in Civil Engineering.
on March 2014, he will depart .
im happy and proud of me
but still the other side of me say no ,
no i dont happy because he will leave me soon .
what im afraid of is that things will happen again .
im scared that our relationship will become like previous relationship of mine.
am i think too much ? or hoping too much on him ?
should i trust him by not comparing him with the Ex ...?
im in doubt and dilemma ...
but one thing for sure ,
ilovehim . Dicken .
sincerely,